Drown Out E.P.:	The Verge of Suicide:	Original Demo:
	05. As Venom Bled from my Eyes	01. In the Beginning	01. In these Walls I Hide
		02. The Ruse	02. The Verge of Suicide
		03. Craving Affliction	03. Sugar
		04. Sugar	Bonus Tracks
		05. The Verge of Suicide	Bonus Tracks:
		06. Session 6	04. You Change Everything
		07. Pray to God	05. Commie Girl
		08. A Means of Expression	06. Codename;Nazi
		09. Revile
		10. Psychodynamic Silence
		11. Disassociating Stars
		12. In these Walls I Hide

All Lyrics Written By Brandon Sosnowski, unless otherwise noted

As Venom Bled from my Eyes

Why don't you just gouge out your eyes
your already blind
Well I'm so tired of the lies
just slit your little throat

Just hold me down
like the grasp from my dreams
and play god
as venom bled from my eyes, as I cried
I'm divided by your lies

Eating my insides
Your just a parasite in me

Why wont you see me
Why can't you feel me
Have a little taste of my infection

Breathe the words of my disdain
maybe then your lips could feel the pain
There's no still time for reflection

Forever lasts but days

Just hold me down
like the grasp from my dreams
and play god
as venom bled from my eyes, as I cried
I'm divided by your lies

Turn my gaze up to the sky
which is now a river of blood and corpses in my eye
Looking for a little help here I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed
Yeah God damn right Ill die

In the Beginning

In the beginning
as time stood still
the silence was deafening
the charlatan was you

disease dripped from your lips as propaganda to the masses
soiled by propositions of exquisiteness and grace
7 days to create this plague as told with false convictions
so blindly they will follow with a preference to obey

I see its derivative, second hand, defective
Flaunted with blemishes, so set to decay
Tears drip from your hollow eyes just as prevalent as your sin
The beauty, scarred with a horrid faux, that beckons one to adhere to a faction of lies

so sinful
so scarred
so misguided
so you

The Ruse        "Codename;Nazi" on Original DEMO

I hope you die
from over hearing this
I cant express enough contempt for you
bleed for me
scream for me
the world is mine until the day I die

my confidence is thrown an ambiguous sense of consciousness
I see them blind, I see them weak, I see them watching me
judge less ye be judged a stamped approval to persecution
we are on a mission from god to spread democracy

self infliction = only fiction
Holy convictions = contradictions
Ignorance is intensified in a life obsessed with god
self infliction = only fiction
Holy convictions = contradictions
well I pray, just die

well I see that madness is divine
In fact your all just nazi's
you tried conviction you got it wrong
try again to cleanse the populous
your the sinner, and your the state
of everlasting mental and social decay

Craving Affliction

This is a fading illusion
Let my hypocrisy abolish me
Just like I have some disease
And for this lowly obsession
For this craving attention
God Ive never felt so desperate

Lay me down
Play me out
My heart is gray with affliction
Lay me down
Play me out
My heart is gray

Give me your divided attention
Look to me to manifest your lies
In place of my hopes and my dreams
Wont you hold me up high
Would you dare to love me
God Ive never felt so desperate

Sugar

She sleeps, so soft and so silent
She lies with a love of her own
She sleeps with her hand on my heart
She feels the beat even in her dreams

So dance tonight like you own it
We’ll conquer the present and well make it our own
Sugar slaughters all the kids on the dance floor
When there’s nothing left, but to just to get away

Her eyes consume me as I look into her soul
Her body moves me with a beauty that’s all her own
So take my hand sugar dance with me all night long
I love you so sugar don’t ever let me go

That gorgeous smile that you try so hard to hide
You’ll never know just what that does to me inside
To think we share obsessions not only of the living dead,
But of one another. That’s inside of me until the end
The end of time

Stomp with me
Dance with me
The night is ours until the end of time
Stomp with me
Dance with me
Tonight is ours were on top of the world

She sleeps, so soft and so silent
She lies with a love of her own
She sleeps with her hand on my heart
She feels the beat even in her dreams

The Verge of Suicide

I dont recall your face
must have misplaced it some place

I dont recall your name
doesnt matter its all the same
so breathe on me

so breath on me
just a little bit closer

Hold on
or Ill run away

I dont recall our sex
must not have been to great so whos next

I dont recall I cared
must be too damn socially impared

If I walk or if I run away
Maybe youll find out
just how to make me stay

Ive been waiting for you to hold me down
Ive been dying for you to make me hurt
Give this chill a second thrill
Tonight...

I dont recall what you said
must be lost up in my head

Session 6

I see freedom bound by a filthy people
I see sovereignty's misuse and decay
I see bourgeois mindsets proliferate
Until we rise from the ashes of Democracy (Decay)

Sessions of conflict, the root of demise
Civil unrest, lets capitalize
Mindless and useless is falling in line to serve them
Give us your tired, give us your weak, give us your gullible
The stamped approval of a nation that’s run cold
A million people, a million flaws
A million ways to elicit change within their laws
The face of liberty is scarred by the clause
That institutions left unchecked will be the cause
Of overpowering a single puppet with abilities
To oppress ones freedom, right to speak, and anonymity

So lets fall
So lets perish

War to spread your ideals and substantiate your revenue
Patriotism to mask the cause of over 2,000 dead
Lies to keep the ignorant in line to further feed
The agendas of your corporation’s supremacy and greed

Pray to God

When fear is ammunition
empowered by superstition
Its simplistic as devotion to inane ideals
When the suns turning back
the world is fading to black
its much harder to interpret and change these dreams
Thats how Ive tarnished my hands
as well as tarnished my soul
a devout maniacal apparition that was a whole
so please spare me this time
as well as all of your lies
because in the end we all fall down

Expose my weakness
before your judgment
and my last breath will be the death of us all

The fruit is divine
so sin all your life and
When death is at hand
pray to your god

A Means of Expression

I’m still walking this path with these forks in road, but
which direction to take I was never quite told
should I forge my own way and get lost in dismay
or stay alone in this world forever counting the days
well I keep asking the questions, but the replies have no sound
it's like I'm dead to the world and there’s no one around
and the leaves they turn gray as they fall to the earth
that’s how I envision my mind a simple cycle of rebirth
well these thoughts they keep coming, but they all fade away
and my memories trying, but I can't make them stay
I have run it around in my mind till this day
but I have yet to figure out why I still feel this way

This is me
This is what I am
Pray for me
Pray that every time I speak I’m not heard
So that I bleed
So you can hide me
Sanctify my life with lies
Forget what I need
So that I bleed
My path has yet to be foreseen

I'm still dreaming this dream that I dream every night
well that dream is reality, but it's truth has no light
and with no light there’s no guidance only darkness and silence
only anguish and sorrow, but I can't last till tomorrow
I just want to let it all out, all this anger inside
but instead I'll be silent and swallow my pride
I feel like I'm used even though there’s no string
But its not in my power to figure out all these things
even the blind they can see, in there dreams they can be
anything that they want, isn't that just like me
all I can do is my best, but these restraints hold me down
You think your son is divine then look at me now

I watch as the rain begins to fall
and I know if this is the end
at least I gave it my all

Revile

Synthetic substance to habitual demise
A dormant pretense told by bloodshot eyes
Told by you arrogance
Told by your fear
You’re pushing everything that you hold dear

A treacherous traitor he will covertly attack
His filthy treason meant to stab you in the back
Are you that weak?
Are you that frail?
That revile is the only thing to ail

Revile, until the day you die
Revile, now your dead to me
I hope it makes you feel so much better this way

This is so ridiculous
All this time and nothings changed
Look at me
I’m disease
I hope it makes you feel so much better off this way

Psychodynamic Silence

My sanity’s in question because of my wandering mind
it sinks deeper and deeper as it passes with time
and though I try and hold on, my grasp is unreal
and as it passes me by I guess my fait is sealed
that’s why I; lost my faith that I never even had
I had to dig deep inside, but it didn't seem to add
my expectations of life were unbalanced at best
that’s why I braced for the worst and laid my assumptions to rest

Neurosis to Psychosis
Biopsychosocial defaults on me
Psychodynamic sees that were all manic
Corporate Americas diagnosed insane
Neurosis to Psychosis
Biopsychosocial defaults on me
Psychodynamic sees that were all manic
Society is diagnosed insane

And all these things crack as there bleeding inside
I step back into the darkness, but there’s nowhere to hide
I am lost, I am cold, and all I'm hearing is lies
and if everything is gone, then there’s nothing left to disguise
It is all trapped in this moment so indefinitely
but I don't know if I can re-evaluate it's meaning to me
but then again it is true that everything must remain
and no matter what you do it all stays the same

I see how the, world goes round as I just stand by
time crawls steadily on and I don't even try
as the light signals the end of this trivial maze
an emotionless hand reaches out to turn the page
a flick of the pen and it all starts again
and no matter what goes on I can't get through to them
and if a flick of the pen is all it takes to start
then I'm appalled to find it doesn't all fall apart

Disassociating Stars

What are the meanings of lives?
What is the point to this civil disguise?
looking down on me
the stars above fade from reality

consciousness can wait
im content in this state of forgetful dreams
ever longing to wake
to a world divided, quotas left for days

look how the stars sway
we make it a point to never change again

look to the stars for a meaning that’s lost its way
so self absorbed its humanities addiction
well I swear
well I swear
to make that change for you
well I swear
well I swear
to make that change for you so desperately

In these Walls I Hide

Theres walls all around me and there closing in
a suffocating mental vision thats just paper thin
the belief is the cell, all it takes to trap me
and dispite where I search, so eluding is the key
I stand alone, hurting inside
because of all these trivial thoughts that are invading my mind
and I can't let out this rage that has overcome me
I turn back to what was real and still I can't see

In the reflection is dealt a little taste of reality
but though I try I just can't see that side of me
the mirror is cracked; lieing broken on the floor
can no longer reflect it's truth to me anymore
I try and rebuild, but the shards rip my skin
just can't handle the truth that lies deep within
and someday I'll wake to a reflection once again
but untill then it's time for my wounds to mend
I wish that I could just sleep forever
never knew what it's like to have it all together
stitch up; my emptyness with a thread of revenge
and then let me know theres nothing left to avenge
I am so sick of this twisted outlook on reality
and though I try to defie this side of me
I fail and get right up, I can't let it be
even though there are things I know I will never see

I know this isn't me
or what I was meant to be
I know this isn't me
but still I cannot see
I know this isn't me, but I'm still
Trapped inside these walls

You Change Everything

Im lieing here
its dark and cold
Its a stormy night
and Im all alone
Im afraid to think
that Im bleeding again

My hands are shaking
as I look at the stars
And as I gaze
I wonder where you are
Im starting to feel
like Im slipping away

Dont cry for me
cause its too late

Dont rescue me
Im already gone

Just tell me that its ok tonight
And you change everything again

I cannot save
what I have broken
Can only run
and hide these tears
I know its gone
its gone forever

Ill be fine
once I close my eyes
Clear my mind
and kiss the night goodbye
Considering this
my suicide dream

Commie Girl

She’s just a little commie girl
She’s just a little commie girl
She’s just a little commie girl
And all she wants to do is dance

She’s so cold but she’s the glint in my eye
She’ll consume your soul
She’s pre-positioned to die
She wants to enslave all of you
And while you sleep she kills

Rosy distraction
Every reaction
Forward to action with the might of us all
Such a beautiful decree
Revolt to tyranny